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december_solsticeIn need of a brain dump.
I feel like I’m teetering at the beginning of the future. You know the feeling? Like you’re on the edge of something new? That something is something incredible that happened tonight. I don’t want to jinx/outs myself, because, you know, BUTT I basically reached out (PR) to a semi-large, very well-established, well-received non-profit (like… I’m on Ted Talks all the time, I speak at university conferences all the time) about featuring my most current writing project, Scar Tissue, and/or collaborating with them somehow. And, lo and fucking behold, the founder, legit, directly replies to my inquiry and we’ve been corresponding by email about me being part of something FUCKING GRAND/something bigger than myself/an exciting project. I would not only be honored to be a part of this, but I feel like this is right in line with what I want to/have been trying to do for a long time.
For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been concerned about doing “good” work, you know? I want to do good work in my life, and that’s really important to me. Something I’m passionate about, something I’m good at – I want to discover and follow my calling. I want to be a part of something that is important, that can change the world. And, now, it’s like, I’m trying to make the right moves, say the right things, and I really think I should just be honest, be myself, and have a little faith, you know? I have many ideas. So much to offer. Like, I got notes, guys. I prayed for this. Many many nights in the shelter. I prayed. I prayed that something like this would come along, and that I’d be able to actually do it. Actually afford to do it. Please send prayers, well wishes, positive vibes, etc. I can’t wait to see how this all unravels.
I feel like I’m teetering at the beginning of the future. You know the feeling? Like you’re on the edge of something new? That something is something incredible that happened tonight. I don’t want to jinx/outs myself, because, you know, BUTT I basically reached out (PR) to a semi-large, very well-established, well-received non-profit (like… I’m on Ted Talks all the time, I speak at university conferences all the time) about featuring my most current writing project, Scar Tissue, and/or collaborating with them somehow. And, lo and fucking behold, the founder, legit, directly replies to my inquiry and we’ve been corresponding by email about me being part of something FUCKING GRAND/something bigger than myself/an exciting project. I would not only be honored to be a part of this, but I feel like this is right in line with what I want to/have been trying to do for a long time.
For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been concerned about doing “good” work, you know? I want to do good work in my life, and that’s really important to me. Something I’m passionate about, something I’m good at – I want to discover and follow my calling. I want to be a part of something that is important, that can change the world. And, now, it’s like, I’m trying to make the right moves, say the right things, and I really think I should just be honest, be myself, and have a little faith, you know? I have many ideas. So much to offer. Like, I got notes, guys. I prayed for this. Many many nights in the shelter. I prayed. I prayed that something like this would come along, and that I’d be able to actually do it. Actually afford to do it. Please send prayers, well wishes, positive vibes, etc. I can’t wait to see how this all unravels.
