Losing who I am

[december_solstice]

But when I look out in the rain
I think about the past
I want it again

If I could best describe how I'm feeling right now, I'd say that I've been VIOLENTLY pulled from my roots. In so many ways, I feel so far away from myself, and that's hard, especially when you're the type of person who has spend their entire young life being so apologetically herself. I need to find my way back, basically.