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One door closes, another one opens.
Sep. 12th, 2015 02:13 amI try to apply this concept to every change in my life. Just because graduate school isn't going to happen, doesn't mean other things won't happen -- in fact, it means exactly that: SOMETHING ELSE WILL HAPPEN INSTEAD. I don't know what that something is.
A part of me thinks this is freedom. This is the universe's way of telling me you can now do something else -- maybe something you've been putting off, maybe something you've been wanting to do but didn't have the time or energy.
I've started many unfinished projects over the years. The two biggest projects were novel writing and building, launching and leading my own online writing workshops and crash courses. Ideally, I'd love to do both full time. I'd also love to blog. All of these avenues require a lot of work.
I have the time, but I cannot afford to do it. I need to generate a stable income to live. I have a bachelor's degree now. Again, the LOGICAL thing I should do and go out and get a job -- apply the 4 years of tears, sweat and heartache to an employer's benefit. How depressing.
A part of me thinks this is freedom. This is the universe's way of telling me you can now do something else -- maybe something you've been putting off, maybe something you've been wanting to do but didn't have the time or energy.
I've started many unfinished projects over the years. The two biggest projects were novel writing and building, launching and leading my own online writing workshops and crash courses. Ideally, I'd love to do both full time. I'd also love to blog. All of these avenues require a lot of work.
I have the time, but I cannot afford to do it. I need to generate a stable income to live. I have a bachelor's degree now. Again, the LOGICAL thing I should do and go out and get a job -- apply the 4 years of tears, sweat and heartache to an employer's benefit. How depressing.
