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I've been irritable/very moody NONSTOP for what feels like months. I need something. Something new, something challenging. Something that makes me feel useful. Tbh, I'd love to just disappear off the face of the planet (mostly FB) to detach, unwind, and recharge my batteries for a few years days, but I think my bff will probably freak and more than likely message my husband almost immediately. I think I might just legit ignore her for a day or 2. It's so hard. She is so heavy. I love her and care, but right now I just need to find some strengh and she is not that.

I'm really thinking about starting online talk therapy with 7 cups. I did a little test and this was my results.