I always think of therapists is simply the friend you don't have. LOL. Like, it's nice to talk to someone who isn't someone you know. This was terrible though, and I'll never do it again. Like, it was so bad. LMFAO.
I'm genuinely thinking of seeing a legit psychiatrist. I am probably going to bring it up to the medical case worker and just see where it goes because I really would like to hear what a "professional" would say. I've had really dark days that just...are not working LOL. Like, it's just not like how it's been in the past where I can sort of force myself to mentally snap out of it. It's very consuming. I mean I'm pretty sure this is depression. LOL. And, I'm just very high functioning (well, most of the time).
I definitely agree with you, though, like, everyone should have that person to go to already and although I have that, it honestly hasn't felt like enough for a while. Unless I'm blogging about it here, telling people in my life doesn't help me :/ I think part of it is not knowing how to express it and just overall being very reserved.
Like right now, there isn't a whole lot we can do to actually control our living situation. We've reached a point where the only task that is left is patience and I don't know how to deal with that in a way where I am not emotionally/mentally suffering. I guess. LOL. Maybe. I dunno lmfao
I've actually considered being an ESL teacher, and also a pre-school/kinder teacher! It does seem rewarding and overall a positive environment. Cus small kids are great. lol.
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I'm genuinely thinking of seeing a legit psychiatrist. I am probably going to bring it up to the medical case worker and just see where it goes because I really would like to hear what a "professional" would say. I've had really dark days that just...are not working LOL. Like, it's just not like how it's been in the past where I can sort of force myself to mentally snap out of it. It's very consuming. I mean I'm pretty sure this is depression. LOL. And, I'm just very high functioning (well, most of the time).
I definitely agree with you, though, like, everyone should have that person to go to already and although I have that, it honestly hasn't felt like enough for a while. Unless I'm blogging about it here, telling people in my life doesn't help me :/ I think part of it is not knowing how to express it and just overall being very reserved.
Like right now, there isn't a whole lot we can do to actually control our living situation. We've reached a point where the only task that is left is patience and I don't know how to deal with that in a way where I am not emotionally/mentally suffering. I guess. LOL. Maybe. I dunno lmfao
I've actually considered being an ESL teacher, and also a pre-school/kinder teacher! It does seem rewarding and overall a positive environment. Cus small kids are great. lol.